Our sweet baby girl was born 3 weeks early on Friday, July 1, 2011! God answered my prayer about letting her come a little early, hehe! Preston and I had just gone to bed Thursday night after watching some Scrubs on TV and I had maybe been asleep for 20-30 mins when the spotlight outside on the side of the house went off which woke me up. I got up and peed, got back in bed, the spotlight outside faded then all of the sudden I thought to myself, “oh no, not now, I’m too tired!”. Sure enough, one second later my water broke right there in bed! I hit Preston as I was jumping up and said “my water broke!” which of course since he had been asleep he was totally confused and just said “no it didn’t”. I yelled “I’m serious, get up!” as I was running to the toilet. Fun times. We got all our stuff ready, loaded the car and headed to the hospital. By now it was right at midnight, I called my mom, dad and sister to let them know what was going on and then panic set in. I hadn’t started having contractions or cramping yet and didn’t know what to expect. Complete terror set in once I actually got situated in the hospital bed. I remember asking Preston what if I don’t love her or don’t feel anything about her, or what if I’m not ready… I was a mess. Labor pains started hitting around 4 am, at first not too bad but by 5 am I had asked for some pain meds and by 6 am I had to get the epidural. By that point I was in so much pain, I didn’t even feel the epidural needle. After the epidural, I dozed off/on till 9:45ish and my doctor showed up and told me it was time to push. I pushed from 10 till almost noon and she was born at 11:57 am, perfectly healthy and beautiful, neither of us had complications and everything was perfect! God is SO good. Now it’s Sunday and we get to go home in a few hours. Preston is sleeping in the hospital bed next to me and I’m just sitting here reflecting. Throughout this entire pregnancy, I haven’t been emotional or sentimental, haven’t cried or anything. Not even during or after the birth (well during, I cried a little out of sheer pain!) but now just sitting here alone for the first time in a few days, emotions are starting to get the best of me. I just can’t believe what a beautiful gift God has given us and how He has orchestrated the whole process of life so that we are able to experience it in this way. Having a daughter… a baby, just makes you want to totally bow down before God and just say “thank you” over and over a million times…. It’s definitely something I wish everyone could experience.Here’s a picture of our little baby. She was born with lots of dark hair, just like I was!
Congratulations! She is beautiful! And you're right, having a baby just makes you realize how much of a miracle life is and how great God really is! Congrats again and get as much rest as you can =o)
ReplyDeleteYou just squeezed some tears out of my lemon eyes, bunny bear. I will never see you quite the same way. You have transended to something more, and I'll never forget this experience for as long as I live.
ReplyDeleteThat is me holding Summer, the most proudest GrandMii and mother in the world. You bring tears to my eyes when I read your posts. Now maybe you will know how much I love you. A mother's love is endless, and you will be a wonderful loving, strong mother. I love you baby. :)
ReplyDeleteHow are things with the little one? =o)
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